I've noticed lately, how much I've really changed, and how much more I wanna change about my self. No, this isn't one of those "Oh, I hate the way I am, so I'm gonna be all 'emo' and complain about my non-admirable traits". Instead, I'm gonna start focusing on what I wanna become, more than what I wish I wasn't.
Before I Graduate:
1. I'm gonna become more confident.
2. I'm going to be nice to EVERYONE.
3. I'm not gonna judge people for their past.
4. I'm going to fix relationships with certain people.
5. I'm not going to worry about petty things.
Since February, I've been so stressed out over stupid little things. It really almost ruined my life. I started snapping at everyone, and I threw fits when I didn't get what I wanted. I guess the thing that messed me up the most was Manning. Now I realize, that boy doesn't matter nearly as much as I thought he did. Even though that's what everyone tried to tell me from the beginning. Sorry, Manning, But It's True.
Now, I don't have time to worry about boys, clothes, or hair. I'm going into my senior year. I've gotta become more focused on school work, college, and TOPS.
I don't wanna worry too much about school though, you know? I still wanna have fun with friends and party.
Well, I don't really know. I guess I just wrote this to set some goals for myself. It's whatever. I love you guys <3
